Provision

It's often extremely difficult to trust God in the current situation you may be facing. Trusting that your past was a journey to bring you to the present is pretty easy to see. Trusting that the future will ultimately lead you to eternity with Him is relatively easy to do. But trusting God in the present, well right now that seems pretty difficult. 

I've really started to grieve the moving process. My heart is broken to know that after I leave, people here will continue on with their lives with little or no real sense of the presence I was in their life; or could have been. All this time my presence here has been merely temporary... and I knew that, but it doesn't make it any easier. 

For tonight, and most likely many nights to come, I'll let tears rent my eyes and I'll embrace the true loss that I feel in this. But I am more than a conqueror and through Christ I can be courageous. I'm so thankful for those who support me and pray for me. But for the time being, please don't hug me unless you plan to let me cry on your shoulder.